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Escape from the PoisonAn ocean of poison
Has gained hold of me
I've set off to new horizons
With the hope I'll be free
But storms stand in the way of
The escape from this misery
No longer I'll be holden
By the poison of the sea
BluesI can take the skin of a kiwi
But I still don't like 'em sour
Baby you been doin' me
More wrong by the hour
Hangin' from the powerline
By the laces of your shoes
How'd you expect to stay alive
With your head caught in the current of the blues?
Get over your gravel road
Turn it into cobblestone
Quit watchin' all that white noise
And tune in to the radio
You're barefoot on a rose bush
And bleedin' on your chains
Biting it won't get you free
With your eyes shut on the smoke of playing games
'Cuz you've let the blues become your ruse
It tricks you to think you've got nothing to lose
I turn over the dirt and you get all hurt
Just admit that you're painting a lie
Bash in the hideaway
Adjust to the light of day
Stop seeing your reflection
And thinking that your heart's okay
Chewing through the cable chords
Stepping over all the traps
Don't you know you're caught in one
And you're stuck in the maze running laps?
'Cuz you've let the blues become your ruse
It tricks you to th
UntitledSomewhere in the forest
A wolf cries to the moon
So I begin to ponder
Alone here in my room
As to what the wolf is after
When it calls out to the moon
I think I thought of something
But I fell asleep too soon.
Lost AloneLiving in this world alone,
Trying hard to find my home
All I ever feel is lost,
For someone else I've paid the cost.
I look around and everyone's there,
But I feel as if nobody cares
They see a side that I choose to show,
No one tries to look deep below.
Nobody knows who I am
I doubt that anyone can
Even when I'm in the light
My thoughts walk through the night
Is there a way out of this hole?
A way to gain more control?
If there is, someone show me
Or forever stuck I will be.
Heaven SentTo my dearest teacher Mrs. Maei Gural
Thank you for everything and I love you so much.
Hoping one day I will be able to make you proud and return your kindness.
You are so nice and so pretty.
Everyone around can see your beauty.
You are beautiful inside and out,
Without a doubt,
You are heaven sent.
Pleasant as the month of May,
You bring sunshine to my day.
The words you say
Make me okay.
You are heaven sent.
Your caring advice turns me around.
You put my feet back on the ground.
I love you so
And I hope you know,
You are heaven sent.
So this is to you
And everything that you do.
I'm no longer blue.
My loving, caring mentor that's true,
You are heaven sent.
I thank you for all of your advice
And all of those times you never failed to be nice.
I will remember you until I die
Because you were there when I cry.
You are heaven sent.
Drowning TearsVerse 1
It’s so hopeless and I’m scared
The light just rushes right past me
Like a whirlwind of despair
I hear a wolf cry, alone in the night
The wolf creeps by, gently whispers in my ear
I shiver, a cloud, with doubt slamming in my face
Why do I feel so ensnared …?
My heart is pounding in my chest
Is it just a dream?
I can’t seem to do the right thing
My whole body rebels
I see the right choice, why can’t I make it?
Something’s got me by the neck
Please take the fear away …
Surrounded by love
How am I ignored?
Blood is flowing down my face,
I feel sick, as I’m knocked
Die With MeDie with me in the morning haze
To make our beating hearts unite.
Die with me on the darkest days
As we bask in each other's light.
Die with me when the stars align
And all the world begins to cry.
Die with me as our souls entwine
When angels tears fall from the sky.
Die with me as time ticks away
Those resplendent twilight hours.
Die with me as the pine trees sway
In the fields of golden flowers.
Die with me as I hold you tight
So we may share our last goodnight.
Passing you by.You were my sole inspiration
But now your just a complication
I had thought of you an angel
But you were the devil's cruel creation
I truly fell for your illusion
and I tried to be amusing
You're asking me forgiveness
My heart has had enough abusing
I don't give out many second chances
And I'll barely return your hopeful glances
He wasn't all you hoped to be
And I'm glad you finally understand this
But now i wave to you goodbye
without a second thought in mind
I pray to God that you forget me
Because it hurts to pass you by
A Lament for LaikaApollo stalked a river nymph
While Moscow looked with starry glimpse
And all that clemency of man
Showed no remorse after Japan.
Instead the dire marathon
Of bloodless states did dawn upon
A mournful Artemis in tears:
The glory of two thousand years.
Behind the curtains of despair
Treblinka, Dachau and the chair,
Onward stood then the next conquest
A giant leap for either chest.
Away, amidst an icy lane
Where stray and stricken do remain
He leashed the throat of nature's pride;
All of his virtues laid aside.
A warmer, yet lackluster cell,
A diet of insipid gel,
A life beneath the measured glare
Of pressured breath and pressured air.
Not always the endThe seasons are passing,
That is unchanging.
The first leaves start to fall,
Leaving the tree alone, standing tall.
The flowers are withering,
The morning dew still slightly glimmering.
Life slowly being taken from the earth,
Letting the Winter prepare it for rebirth.
After the Winter the earth will be reborn,
The farmers will the harvest their corn.
New flowers will grow,
Be it fast or slow.
Forgetting the Winter and it's icy cold.
Leaving but the future to unfold.
The cold Winter removed old life,
Just to make place for new life.
An end is not always an end,
But make sure your time wasn't misspend.
The end is just a new st
it only lasts a little whileat the bottom
in the desperate
sunlight & waves
cut by ships
trembling as the water
hollow bodies restless
waiting for the sun
I Am Not AloneAll it takes is one kind word
To brighten up my day.
All it takes is one small smile
To make the pain go away.
When I fell, you helped me up.
When I cried, you held me close.
When I hurt, you kissed it away.
When I choked, you gave me breath.
All it takes is one little hug
And all my troubles cease.
All it takes is one stray laugh
And this fog in my mind decreases.
When I burned, you put me out.
When I cut, you helped me heal.
When I died, you brought me back.
When I left, you made me stay.
You refused to let me hurt.
You refused to let me drown.
You refused to let me go.
And you let me know,
I am not alone.
If Only Life was a Book.If only life was a book.
I'd remember everything,
Perfectly like a picture.
I would choose to skip over,
All the parts I didn't like.
I'd read over and over,
Again the parts that I loved,
Not wanting to put it down.
All that is, was, or will be,
Is all equally the truth,
Without a lie or deceit.
I wish that life was a book;
I'd go back to how it was,
Remember everything good,
Never have to face future.
I would lock myself inside,
My own perfect little world,
And I'd never want to leave,
Because it's the only thing,
That I want to be true.
Forgetting MemoriesIt is too much to handle?
Or is it simply impossible?
The memories loom like a towering shadow
Where past lives lay to rot away
Or does it collect dust in the corner
Soon to be forgotten?
.. And soon you forget everything
Everything that was important to you..
..So how do you dodge the falling boulders?
Even as you leave your past forevermore
And through decisions you made
It's impossible to be forgotten
.. So long as you leave something
.. For the entire world to remember
UntitledI don't want you to tell me I'm pretty.
'Cause you're only doing it out of pity.
You think that I have no self-esteem?
Then things are not as they seem.
I know you were trying to do something kind..
But that was my worst thoughts combined.
In actual fact I strive for perfection.
Why can't you see I just want your affection?
And I know love is real.. it has to be.
So why can't you just love me?
A DreamWalking though green pastures, a gentle breeze is present blowing though the grasses. I'm alone with only my thoughts in mind. The thoughts that I have is longing. Longing for a place to stay, longing for a person to love me. I just walk alone though these pastures that I go. Trap in my own thoughts, thoughts that consume my willingness to help others. Anger, hatered, lost, confusion, regert and many more. These are the thoughts that consume me. I have become an animal. I lost everything that I care most 'cause that something that I didn't do, which is to save them. Well I ran away, they had to deal with my problems. I couldn't face the truth
Long DistanceLong distance
Those summer days of you being somewhere else and not beside me.
A seven hour flight is the distance. Only this thin screen was the way that we commutated.
Each massage that I made, I treated it like it was my last one to you.
We seem so far away, even though I only need to wait a few months before you return.
Just to see your beautiful face and to have you in my arms again.
The longing for you was so strong that I would fly all the way there just to see you smile.
All I have is this picture in a frame and each time I look at it, a tear swells up in my eye because I miss you so much.
This long distance is killing me
My ProblemsWhere have you been lately?
You disappear off this planet without a trace.
The last thing I heard from you was last week.
After the big fight we had, I wanted you to cool off for a few days
So that now I can apologize but I can't, you just never wanted to see me again.
I will be just a memory to you or just a waste of your time.
Me, the lost cause and the one you try to fix but you couldn't.
So I just have to move on to the next woman and see she can fix this broken man.
Well it is finally how I choose my woman, really it is.
I try looking for the ones that a bit damaged or broken so that I fix them first then show my true feelings
No warmth or love in the presence
Only fear, pain and alone is the feeling
Or no feeling at all
When we part, the cold feeling always comes by and haunts me
Nothing can stop it till you return
But what happens when you don't return?
Will this feeling stay? Will I get over it and move on?
Or will I be stuck in this deep sorrow of you not being there and have a tear swell up in my eye each time something reminds me of you?
Only time will tell
Safe in my armsSafe in my arms
You seem to feel the safest in my arms but I don't know why.
I am not a big strong man that you picture to protect you from everything that can harm you but yet you still feel safe in my arms.
When the world turns on you, the first place that you would go is in my arms.
I'm nothing special but a kind, caring person but yet you still feel safe in my arms.
But in my mind when you are in my arms, I feel like I am protecting someone
I feel a warm-hearted feeling each time you are in my arms.
It's a feeling that can only be expressed by the action of you in my arms not by words
Words alone cannot tell how you feel in my arm
Forever AloneForever lost
Without a direction to go
A place to be
Lost in a world of sorrow
Broken as can be
Nothing can recover me for what I lost
A paradise that seem so perfect but yet
It all was a lie
She never really love me
But that brings the question did I loved her?
I didn't see her much; she was always going around on business trips and such
Always wondered that she will ever come back from her trips
And each trip that she came back, it always put a smile on my face.
But she seem more and more distant from me from each trip.
Till one day she didn't come back
No note, email, telephone call, nothing
Just an empty space in my apart
HomeA place where you feel the safest
A place where you feel most at ease from the world
A place where you can be your true self
But now, why does it feel of a place of pain and misery?
Place of no hope, in bitter darkness
Once you been through it, you don't want to come back
Once you left, this is what I have been feeling
When will it ever end?
A cold winter chill that drives through this place
You always said “I want to come back home” and every time it gave more a better sense of security
Patience can’t just come like that; there were many times I wanted to just give up on you
But what brings me back is I have hope that s
A Reason to LiveIf only she had the guts to actually do it, to just leap among the cold waves and sink in death among the fish. She breathed in the smell and taste of saltwater, and water sprays hit her face, neck, and chest. She shivered slightly in the breeze from the waves, but she wasn’t really bothered by the chill. What weighed on her mind was something much deeper than the weather.
A pang of apprehension penetrated her heart as she envisioned her body being plunged into the water and weighted down by the strong waves. She thought about what it would be like to gulp in mouthful after mouthful of water, choking and never feeling any relief, b
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