Myself

The loss of the drive or the motivation to do something that you used to love?
Huh, I think I have hit that point, multiple times. Hasn't everyone for different reasons?
I just didn't think it would be in writing

Maybe it wasn't just that, there must be a deeper more complex reasons why
Why I've stop, why there is no meaning behind the words or just meaningless crap that just thrown all together just the sake of writing
Why maybe I only write based on what see, hear or feel about something and not having any connection towards it anymore?

Or maybe I am just way too into myself
Judging my own ideas, opinions and just disregard them
Loss of confidence, a fear of being judge, a fear of failure

But what do I do when face with failure or anyone for that matter?
Just leave it alone, don’t look at again or do I keep on trying?
Even knowing if I keep trying there is no way it’s going to happened?

Change the your perspective, change it for the better
Not just for yourself but for others
Stop being so negative all the time, just because something does not go your way you just play the blame game

Ha, maybe I should take it for my own account?
This is not about why I stop writing but really just have a passion for something again
Instead I just sit here, typing what’s on top of my head and trying make any sense from it

Or I am just lonesome? Or just to kill time? Or just loss the desire to do much?
For personal reasons or not it is what it is but doesn’t have to be?
I think not

Right now make up your mind, decide what you are living for
And remember…
On the darkest days of your life or on the best days of your life and everything in between, remember yourself

Who you are, how you got here and where you are heading
We are all in this together even if we are living entirely different lives
All your goals, your dreams, live them and strive towards them

Because one day, everything will finally make sense
All the struggles, the errors and mistakes were there to build you
Or am I completely wrong?