When I Was Your Man

All those times, I said no
Regretting each and every one of them
I should have been there when I had the chance

Every time we got into a fight
They weren't resolve and just left alone
I never wanted be like this but it is

Too scared to face the truth
You did grew up too fast
I wanted to slow that but can't change what already has been done

Just like a toy
Packed away and never to have seen again
Am I one of those toys?

Soon to be given away to the less fortunate
Be a help someone else in need
But when I am gone, I can never come back

Will I be just a childhood memory to you?
Like a favourite place to you or a dark memory that you don't want to remember?
Like a memory they do fade away at some point

Was I just there with you because you wanted to get over someone?
Trying to find someone that knows to love
Attachment is the reason there is hurt not love

And now I am just was a man you used to dated
I was there when I can but I guess it wasn't enough
And you walk away to find yourself

So where am I suppose to go?
When everything is not what I used to know
Sometimes I wish you knew what was on my mind
And when I try to explain it, you wouldn't understand

Nothing I can do can change the fact you don't want me anymore
You want to fly solo now after I fixed your wings
I thought we would have fly away together

I guess it is too late to tell you that I was wrong
Can you hear me? I was wrong!
Wrong to keep you waiting there
Wrong to not be there when you needed me the most
Wrong not get you everything you wanted

But I was there when you waited because I was there waiting first
But I was there when you needed me the most; I was there with you in your heart
But I did get you everything you wanted; I gave more than there was

I gave you a new outlook on life
But with that new look, you wanted to try it somewhere else
And left me behind
The only thing I can do know is hope you do come back soon...