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Before she says goodbyeBefore she says goodbye
Slam the door in my face
And a dozen roses laying on the floor

Before she says goodbye
I told her I loved her
But it was too late, she already hung up

Before she says goodbye
Give her a kiss
To make up the times that you made her cried

Before she says goodbye
She said we were made for each other
But she let go and fell into pieces

Before she says goodbye
I wanted a second chance
To hold you in my arms once again

Before she says goodbye
She asked you
"Why you even try anymore? It is unless, you can't get back what you already loss."

Before she says goodbye
Be at her place in ten minutes to m

Wait For MeDo you see the world in different colours ? Or do you see the world in black and grey?
Alone in your thoughts
How many others have stand where you are today?

Just wait for me now
A safe return is all I want
Break from all these chains

All these roads that I have taken led me to nowhere
Left me here standing at life's edge
There is just one thing left to ask, just wait for me

Broken mirrors can't hide from my shame
It has been years
Shattered into a million pieces
Wait for me there is still time

I haven't gotten back on my feet
I have hit rock bottom
The only way now is to go up
Please wait for me

But I will ask you once

There is a PlaceThere is a place
A special place, where plans are crashed and
Dreams come true

A place where
I would want to be forever
But I can't reach it

I see it everyday
I can't move closer
Because I am trapped

Trapped within my own memories
Moments of pain and suffering
Would it ever end?

I can't do this alone
But then you appear
With a smile on your face every time

Always wondered what made you happy
Till you told me
"I am happy because you make me happy."

You hugged me for a long time
What ran though my mind started to make sense
My pain and suffering was drifting away

There was someone who care enough
Someone who want

The feeling of HopeThe feeling that you always speak of
It ponders in your head, day in day out
Never sure how it got in there

What happened? Where did it all fall apart?
Is that the feeling?
Don't be sad or concern about it because it will drift away

All feelings do step aside just don't know when or you feel to weak to decide
Move on it will be hard but it has to happened
Or else you'll be in regret

There is no comfort in words it just feels like nothing
Having that feeling that nothing means anymore
I have that feeling

It kills me from the inside that I can't feel
I have gone numb
Lifeless just going day by day feeling, is it worth it anymore?

But

BulimiaI put my head up,looked at the mirror.
"Look at you",I said.
"Your eyes are red of crying,
Your face blushed of pain,
You have a scar on your hand,
Thanks to your teeth".
I really tried to be perfect,mama,
I really am trying.
Why do I keep hurting the ones I love?
And my heart is beating fast.
I think I am gonna fall.
Catch me,darling,don't disappoint me.
I need the smell of your skin on me now.
I love you.
My thoughts are lost in the paths of their perfection.
I am a stranger there.
And I was still looking at the mirror.
Talking to myself.
Staring at my own bulimic reflection.
"Look at you!You are beautiful even when

Hold OnSeems like nobody cares anymore
Days go by and I am stuck in the same place as yesterday
Locked in this cage

In a endless loop of disappointment and lost
All I can do is to hold to the dream
Just hold on and believe

I know the road is hard but a day will come
Today may be long but tomorrow will come
I just need to hold and believe

Weeks have gone by
I still hold on
To that dream

But that dream went up into flames
I thought it will never turned this way
But all I can do is to hold on

What is left of me?
What I can pull out of this rubble?
Burned up in flames

A lifetime of effort, gone in a flash
I feel no pain or numbness
Just feel

Find AnewI look at myself everyday
To what has come to me
You at me, but truth won't lie

The scars that remain
It's time to move on
But it all starts in the heart

Can't understand the person I am
There is someone that can see who I am
Where I came from, where I am heading

Bus rides heading to university and going home
I want you to come and sit next to me
To see life as how I see

Alone I am not, with you my life will change again
When I first saw you, there in Waterloo
I didn’t have the chance to talk to you because you were with your friends and I was with mine

It was two years ago and I thought I would never see you again
Who k

I Might Need YouI think I might need you,
But here's the thing:
I'm spinning out of control
And careening off the side of the road.
I pretend to hold on to the wheel,
But we both know I'll crash.

It wasn't a fair fight.

If you would listen,
If you would actually listen,
You would hear me whispering
"I want you."
"I need you."
"You're mine."

And if you would listen,
If you would actually listen,
You would know that
We are horribly wrong
For each other,
And that my words mean nothing.

But what's to stop us from
Sharing our sheets anyway?
We sleep folded together
Like slips of origami paper
Pressed so tightly that
We could not possi

Unwanted FutureMy stomach flips,
my breathing gets deep,
I'm sorry love but
please just let me sleep?

It's hard to live
taking day by day
when it seems to pass too fast
and you struggle on the way

What future awaits me?
A small dog, swing on the deck,
the picket white fence and
a fake family in depth.

A kiss on the cheek and
lunch in paper bags,
a promise to behave
but love, the days just drag.

Will it be the same routine
that I face right now?
A fake smile and laugh
that struggle to be found.

The passion fades
with the will to explore,
and you grow older along with
the slamming of doors.

Your voice screams,
your hear

SurvivalSurvival.

Give a man a fish he will eat for a day.
Teach a man to fish he will eat for a life time.

Give a man a gun he will rob a bank.
Give a man a bank he will rob the world.

We adapt and adjust.
Constantly dithering on the cusp
Of what is considered wrong and right,
Ensuring that our ambitions remain in sight.

We would be willing to do anything
In order to get what we truly desire.
We would be willing to risk everything
Even putting our friends in the line of fire.

We may share the bounty with others,
Allowing them to experience the fruitful taste.
Given the option we will even care for our brothers.
Just as long as w

Nothing to LoseThere's nothing to lose
When no one knows what you going through
There's nothing to gain
But the days don't seem to change

Deep in my heart
Its an endless spiral of pain
Don't you know what I am fighting for?
When it's not worth to go through all this pain

When you feel you are don't know where to go
When walking on the path on broken glass
Feel like that something from your life is drifting away
Is it worth to try pull it back?

It's just a slap to my face by reality
Slammed the door behind me
A dozen reasons ran through my mind
Standing there, crying

Wondering if it could have gone better?
All I need is a second chance
There i

HikariNoticed a star in my sight
Just to let it go
There is no going home today
I will be alone

A light that wanders away from hand
Gently gliding against the air
I saw only a glimpse of a moon beam
The fate of it was so unfair
It landed in the middle of a dark sea

Could such a glow be so cold?
It looked so very distant
Would it be okay to just gaze?
I don't want it to disappear in an instant
But it may be shy to my stare
If only my thoughts were constant

I want to help it fly into the sky
Watch it soar into the clouds
Let the angels have their way
There is no turning back for now
I will be the one to set it free

Don't be as alo

Someday I Will...The door opens as the blinding light pierces through,
holding my hand above my head I hesitate for a moment,
the cold wind whips through and catches me with it's frosty grip,
I begin to motion again and soon enough,
I'm out into the surrounding world with one leap forward.

Every day I would stare at the sky,
thinking back to the days where I could only cry,
I could feel the darkness wrapping around my entire body,
The fear and obscuring darkness,
it still haunts one's soul to this day,
the sidewalk ahead of me transitions,
an ocean that reflects a vast sky appears,
a figure stands with its back facing me,
all around me I can hear

Stars Know MoreThey rest above us,
Further then they seem.

Everyone talks to them,
About our hopes and dreams.

They always look down on us,
Where ever we are.

They are bright and beautiful,
They are stars.

They know everything,
And nothing at all.

They are where we look,
Hope heaven would call.

They know me well,
They know for you I fall.

The stars know more,
Then we think.

That's why,
You'll never seen them sink.

Inside Her Locket Is His PhotographShe lived in the corner of his familiarity
with her rain coat and bare feet, a locket
enclosing a ticking mind and tired clock;
it swung from her neck back and forth,
gracing the bathroom tile. He was on his way.

Late, he said. She dozed and nodded, hanging
up the phone.

Some nights he flung his watch out onto the street;
the storms washing the time away he thought he had.
He was something supernatural. He was too far
with only ten minutes left, he ran. She needed him
to count the sleeping pills, diagnose her
and let her rest peacefully.

Three. He'd placed the naïve, lilac dose
in her palm. She'd lock her fist around it

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Why am I with you?

by ~jjwkv, Nov 4, 2012, 5:52:28 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

"Why am I with you?"
A question you seem to ask a lot
Many answers can fall under

Was it your face?
The way you laugh?
How you look for the best of me?

Is it your personally?
The way that we are different in many ways but we still work it out
But yet on a deeper level are the same

Is it that I still love you?
Even when my heart is fill with anger or when I was just cranky
I still try to see though and think back to the girl that was so innocent

Beginnings were rough for us
You know that, I know that
It is good to have reminder once in a while that we still care to one another

But now I walk alone on this road of broken dreams
Where you used to walk beside me
Is now left is a shadow of a broken being

I look back to see if you were still there
But I know you move on, to a better life
I was just a stepping stone for you

I wish it didn't fall apart like this
I wish I could of turn back the clock to do it all over
But just this time do it

I am with you because I gave you joy and happiness in some way no one else has done for you
I love you because I want to be with you, be beside you, take care of you
I am with you because no one else try to do things right for you

I just...want to be there for the rest of your life
Not for the status, not for safe choice
No, for that I can be there for you and that I love you

I need to make up for all those times
Where you were hurt and I wasn't there My words mean nothing if there is no actions

Just wish I can be with you for all your achievements, failings, worries, happy times and all the sad times
But now you are gone
It was too late, never had the chance to say it you

Deep in my heart, pass the walls of stone
Is a little boy, that is crying out
Please come back, I didn't mean to happen like this and that I am sorry that I was angry at you, times that I didn't give you joy but sadness, every time that I was wrong
I...just...want...you back in my life

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