I still love you

I still love you.
Considering of all what has transpire, I can’t stop loving you.
Near or from a distance, I do.

Love wasn't just an emotion of what was felt but rather of what was done.
Maybe that’s why, it fell apart
The only thing that I truly regret is of what could’ve done instead of doing nothing.

So much time has passed and gave me time to think
Thinking about the memories of us together good or bad
To learn from them and grow

To be frank, I just worry about everything that came out of my mouth
I just couldn’t say what I really wanted to say because I fear of what your reaction will be
That’s why I would just say nothing or do nothing

Jumping on so fast of course would end just as quickly as it started
Like the leaves falling from the trees in fall
And come as quickly as a cold winter breeze

But what I really want to do is just us to start over again
A quick call, to start it off right
A knock, and see what I have been waiting for all these years

A beautiful woman that I saw from all those moons ago
But I guess, someone else saw that too
I guess, someone found that in the mess that I cause

I’ve lost someone who is still most valuable to me
No more games, no more lies
I am mature enough to step up with you once again
I just need that one chance

Knowing somewhere deep in your heart
There is a connection
I just wanted to you to what has been on my mind


I still love you J.

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